||[Dec. 17th, 2004|07:02 pm]
There was not much for me to do today as I merely wandered around Lower Town, towards the borders of Beltline. I wished to venture further but it was not the wisest choice. A few years ago, I put my skills to the test and entered Beltline because the denizens in Lower Town were not much of a challenge anymore. But almost immediately, I had exited it because it was clearly seen that I was not strong enough…I wonder if I am capable of surviving in Beltline with my current abilities now?
When I returned to my quarters, it had started raining again… How many days has it passed like this? I sat beside the windowsill, watching as each droplet fall from the dark clouds above Mugenjou. Many people disliked rain as it brings with it a depressing atmosphere, but somehow, it is able to soothe me. When I am standing under the rain, it seems to wash away any thoughts of the past that lingered in my mind… and just for that one moment, I could find peace…
Maybe I would turn in for the night now… I do not think that I should indulge myself in the past for it does not change my future. Tomorrow is another day and I intend to make use of it the best I can, therefore, sleep and plenty of rest is needed…